Jo, have you checked for that light deficiency disease? (Vitamin D deficiency)
I only bring it up because a youtuber ran into it, stopped uploading for a year, uploaded again for like 3 months, then stopped again and we have no information.
I notice you are always getting sick, this is not normal man, you should look for a doctor and tell him all theses episodes, even if you don't feel so bad, or it seems like nothing to worry.
If you wanna talk about anime girls, just say anything about Rem from...that series where the kid goes to another world.
Shit if I didn't know the character's name I'd never find the series, it's re:zero.